Tuesday, November 16, 2010

The true beauty of Love

We come to life to find a love, the wonder of the seas
We live, ,we cry, we do so much, for those people we Love
With all of our hearts, we choose to fight until the very end
Where Love hides is a secret indeed
No human knows, till they look in your eyes
It's not about looks, but whats inside's that counts
To find that true beauty, the true beauty of Love.


Holding_hands_by_homarte.jpg hands image by Love_u_hugs2.jpg Hugs image by findstuff22BESTbaby_feet.gif image by FindStuff2<--me and MY love:)
So i know lots of people like pictures, so i thought, hey lets share some love. all kinds of love, family, friends, couples, anything!
friends:)<3

Friday, November 12, 2010

Tangled and tired



 Back then i was eight and you were like nine
I fell for you, it was Love at first sight
I know we were kids, and that's what's so great
My Love it was pure, a bright sweet white light
I'll never forget all the things that we shared
And the way that i felt when i knew you were there
I thought you were perfect, oh truly i did
your caring brown eyes...that dark brown curly hair..

As years went by, by heart grew weak
My Love grew strong, the pain so deep
You just liked her, and not so me..
Although i prayed, My eyes would weep
At times you made me feel some hope
Until I'd see you look at her
I'd cried and cried and cried some more
My feelings were a full blown stir

I came to think you hated me
And liked to see my pain
And that's when i pushed you aside
I let lose of this chain
I'd ducked away my feelings then
So sure of what I'd do
But soon there was a quick swift change
I grew real close to you

But years since then have come and gone
The times have changed so fast
And all is simply but forgotten
 I always felt an outcast
Unhealing wounds, covered with glue
Its not unharmed, these scars still marked
But Ive long ago forgiven you
My ship i have embarked

Not long ago, perhaps a year
There's  something you confessed me
About your Love, the truth you feel
Which changed all i would be
By then i had, it seems, moved on
My search for happiness
Where my heart won

I fell in Love, once more in life
with a  boy I'd sought change
When you'd told me, at last this truth
It seemed to me so strange
I couldn't think, I was unsure
What's what I'd wished to get?
I'd now been happy, yes indeed Till i fell into this net

So tangled here
between present and past
So lonely here
All this happened so fast
I feel so alone
facing all of these fears
I can't go on
without shedding more tears

Your always on my mind
This i can't deny
But he is in there too
Our love i can't defy
As well as our Love
I know that's true
I can't and won't lie
That I've always Loved you

With Love I'll never understand
These feelings felt inside
Such fury filled with heartfelt tears
Till God makes me a bride
I try living with smiles and flowers
To make the best of life
I try to make the world at peace
But things just end in strife

So that's how this Love was born, and lived
To be left with a person who would feed it with hurt
A life of misery, complaint and disaster
To land in the hands of a swift graceless flirt
Bringing herself and others such nuisance and pain
So I'll tell you, beware, for this wont end so neat
Theres a beast, she's let out, such frustration and fury
we're now too far involved, there will be so much heat

But i won't let this get to me, to this i will vow
I'm sorry for this heart break..Hurting both me and you
I've so much lived this sufering, and all it that comes with
But it is time to move forward, this must come to end now...





sad mood moods

This one is for my friend, Juan. He means so much to me. he always will. But some things change, good things end, and i wanted to find the best way to help him understand. no i wasn't leading you on Juan, i was being truthful, i do love you, i always will. but right now, there's a boy, he needs me, and i'm planning on being there. I'm sorry Juan<3 you'll always be in my heart though..

my heart it lives for you



We've been together for some time
So many things exchanged
It lifts me up to know you're mine
Our hearts beating the same
These thoughts of you come rushing by
As thoughts will often do
That sweet warm feel, such winter chill
Each time that I'm with you

I find i worry day and night
About this Love we share
I fear you'll one day disappear
Since life's at time's unfair
You're like a dream turned somewhat real
I guess I'm still in shock
To know i am happy at last
I hope life does not mock

My Love for you remains as strong
As when it came to be
I'll hold you closely to my heart
So maybe then you'll see
How strong my Love's for you
And all i have to give
I want to be the best for you
With all i use to live

When time's get rough
I won't give up, i wont let go
I'll stay with you, today and more
For Love has no limits, this you should know
Cause a heart stands for life
Love not so far behind
My heart, it lives for you
All this is what you'll find..<3
<3our first kiss was in the snow..remember?
10/15/2010 to present..more than a year and still going strong babe<3
we've had our ups and downs but don't ever forget, i'll always be in Love with you
and that is no lie. Lucas..your perfect for me:)