Forever Me Poetryy: Blah.

Forever Me Poetryy: Blah.

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I fought, i struggled but i lost

A Love that promised me a cost

It hurts to know i cant have him..

no matter how much i want himm

Ugh poetry this time cannot win

I cannot rhyme, my hurt to deep

my voice unheard my feelings sad..

broken in half, this make no sense

the words i write, goodbye...

nothing more than dreams in a cruel reality

This is my internal struggle, my horrible pain

You, my sweet painful drug, got me feeling this way

With such throbbing temptation, its so hard just to think

All this aching tormention takes all over my mind

With just one simple touch, my whole body erupts

I hate this warm feeling that makes me go mad

Bringing cold out to haunt me, like a great swift get back

I know you don't belong to me, but still the hurt remains with me

How long till i can call you mine? dreams turning to reality..

Your eyes, your lips, your sweet embrace

Enough to make me feel insane

Although i know your no one's yet, it hurts to think that soon wont be.

I know i have no chance with you, i wish that wasn't so

I guess that's why dreams shall be dreams and that is where they'll stay

I cant declare all this to you, that sure will never be

But yet i wish, somehow you knew..but what difference would it make? 

All we exchange is done as friends, truly only that..

This first was fine, but's gotten hard with every day gone by.

Its not enough, i wish it was, but feelings can't be hid

I see you look at other girls, what difference do i make?

I'm just the same, not special no, that all was in my head..

This poem was made just for you, yet not so to be read

Just to be typed down into words, wont ever change a thing

'Tis true my heart beats just for you, that's what it knows to do

You claim my mind, my thoughts, my dreams, what else is there to take?

I haven't known you long at all, so why feel in such way?..

I'll just endure these dreams for now, some day they'll go away

What's real is cruel, in life alone, but i will not give up

My masochistic little self  will stand right by your side

Through good or bad, and all the rest, of life's sweet mysteries

Enduring all the pain, this is where I'll stay, with you..

Our Loveley Battle

I see you there just marching down

I know not what to think

I know i'm proud, that's true, for sure

But that's not all just quite

I feel like i'm betraying you

Since nothing's been the same

I feel i've been unfair to you

But what is there to say?

Your words, your razor sharp remarks 

They leave me with much hurt

I felt the need to disapear

Yet could not fade away

I've tried to make you see your faults

How can you underdstand?

It seems so dull to try to chage

The very thing I Love

We both have sins, 'tis true, I know

In time we'll both repay

But as for now, we need to try

To change our troubles, night, for day.

Our hearts are intertwined  as one

It's useless to fight back

When one is right, the other's wrong

Like yin and yang we bond

Being both adverse, we often clash

We musn't be abashed

In time as times will often be,

We surely will grow strong.

So as i sit and look at you

I think of just one thought

My skies are turning gray indeed

And yet.. i still Love you.

A Broken Forever

I see the raindrops falling down

Like teardrops in the sky

And so at once i thought of you

Without a reason why

You stab the wounds that you'd once left

Without a chance to heal

"No harm done," you must've thought

"There's no pain she will feel"

So as i sit and think of you

And all the scars untended

I wonder what i could've done

So Forever hadn't ended...

Betrayed..

You make me so angry

You make me so mad

All of this frustration

Just gets me so sad

I can't stand all this nonsence

It just seems so intense

I thought i could trust you

Oh trully i did

But you haven't changed one bit

You are still such a kid

I wont let this get to me

But won't let this all go

I wont let you have peace

So soon you will know

I'm not one to be lied to

In my mind this will stay

Now its your turn to trust me,

This all won't go away

So when you think it's all over

And your life is all made

Don't shriek in surprise

That you have been betrayed.

His lonely Road

I've seen a man walk in the rain

I've seen him shrivel up in pain

I've seen his head just hang real down

Wondering why he's in this town

I've seen him watching the young lovers

walking down by streams and rivers

It once was them and not just he

But that is what will never be

He walks tha path they'd walked together

The way they thought they'd be forever

Forever and always till death do them part

If only the could have their start

And everyday he wonders why..

They never got a last goodbye..