What i wish..

What do you dream? What do you wish?

What do i see? what do we feel?

Have you seen all this grief? Have you felt all this fear?

All that's hiding in me, won't you please come and hear?

 I write to prove points, so i wont go insane

just to try to move forward, without moving back first

I've opened these doors bringing pain and all darkness.

I just wish oh so much, I'd avoided this mess..

I feel fallen, destroyed, i feel all torn apart

Misfortune's come to me, so painful and slow

I feel I'm am scared of all that you can bring

I can't fly away, not with this broken wing

You can't understand, or you choose not to see

What you've caused all this time, bringing me misery

I have fought you  with Love, with much care and such niceness

But all you've made of me is all bitter with stress

I don't wish you the worst, but wish somehow you'd pay

For all the things you've done to me, bringing me much dislike.

Won't you feel what i've felt? All that hides in my heart?

Never you'll say, that's all you've said from the start

This time it's all over, but i will not give up

Although nothing's right, i just have to move on

I never have liked you, but all this you knew

all i know is that i..am so sick of you